*sigh*

That's never a good way to start a blog post is it?
I realized today that I cannot go to work and have a good day without somebody doing something to piss me off and make me despise the company more than I already do! I am so sick of actually thinking about it and blogging about it. I really want a new career! I have been applying religiously since right before the wedding in June! Why is it so hard to get an interview somewhere? I still would love to get into photography but those dreams seem to be fading and fading fast :( I was going to start small and do some side freelance stuff to get the feel for it but it doesn't look like I will be able to purchase a camera any time soon. I just created an Amazon wish list too of all the stuff I want.

I am not sad about not getting into photography right away but I am bummed that I won't have a nice camera for our trip to Washington state. I know I am going to fall in love with the scenery there, and I would love to capture our first out of state trip as a married couple. But, c'est la vie!

Another thing bothering me today is that I put in a good word for my friend at my job so that he could maybe get a steady paycheck. I did this and he decided to show up to the interview late! C'est la vie